I said I would write and I didn’t write. I didn’t write because I wasn’t worthy of attention I didn’t write because I didn’t want to waste your time. I didn’t write because I am nothing, and because I didn’t write I proved I am nothing, I proved I would let you down.

When you live with anxiety and depression that cycle can become a fact of life and there is only one way to break it. You have to face it. You have to overcome your fears and say to the world (or at least to yourself). I messed up because a part of me is broken and now I am going to mend it and mending it means changing my thinking. Mending it means standing proud and saying I am here, I have a voice and it matters. My voice might not matter to you or to the world but it matters to me and I deserve to speak. We all deserve to speak we all deserve to feel important and it starts with telling yourself every day that you matter,

I was going to tell you about my freezer cooking and hospital bag, I was going to tell you about supporting a child with emotional issues, I was going to review pre-school activities and show off DIY projects and tutorials. Until now I had failed to do that, but now I realise I don’t have to say I have failed, I haven’t, I just stalled, I just didn’t do it yet.

I know I am not alone, so today I am doing that thing I have been putting off and saying I don’t deserve. Join me! What will you do today?

So here I am no rules, no schedules, no filters.

I Am Something!

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